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Personal Effects

by Chaoskeeper

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1.
Campfires 05:24
it's like travelling from a campfire to a campfire restlessly lovers turn into friends and friends go and memory fades but there will always be another place, another day another company to share all your troubles and victories with just believe just live time after time it's harder to go on instead of hurting your pain just feels wrong instead of crying your heart out you just bleed but there will always be some songs to sing some roads to travel if you survived one day, try seven if you didn't choke on the first sip drink the whole cup just don't give up
2.
Monsterize 05:12
a single heart is fine but having burnt it does not recover a second heart is useful although it doesn't feel the same my chest has become a wasteland infertile battlefield i'm sorry but hardly anything human could've survived in the cinder i am now monsterize me dehumanize me it's a miracle to rise from the dead but only monsters do it more than once i'm building a temple of trust a home for something long forgotten i haven't opened my doors in a thousand years but i'll try, i promise i'll try my chest has become a desert and you're the first to have walked in and only you can plant a monstrous heart in me and bring the desert to life in this empty rusty cage of my chest create a phoenix, monsterize me i haven't felt a damn thing in years i've sung many songs i didn't believe in i'm the silence and you're the heartbeat i'm the darkness and you're fire so come on light me up
3.
Blank Pages 03:42
were you the only one keeping me human were you the only one keeping me from becoming a hate-powered machine, pitch black queen were you the last hope? you wrote the last few words of another chapter of my sick story my dear you were the evolution that felt like going over the edge i will not forget how you turned your back on me and pretended that all the previous pages were blank that we'd never shared a single thought that we'd never shared a single dream that we'd never shared the same sky above our heads
4.
Gasoline 04:00
take me by the hand, i'm freezing cold in my black despair i've become so bored for something new i could trade my soul tell me something i don't already know i built my fortress of pieces of broken glass filled it with a million needles and locked myself in all the flowers smell like gasoline all the fruits taste like ashes and sand all the colors fade to black and white all the flowers smell like gas
5.
Side Effects 03:49
this is a pretty little curing pill but the side effects are gonna be severe this hate will certainly help you to hold on but the side effects are gonna be severe hate became the only reason why i haven't cracked my skull against the wall it kept me going on and on, have i overlooked the moment of overflow it became a part of me, it occupied my heart, not even like a feeling, more like some sick cult what started with a breeze became a hurricane, what started with a spark became a firestorm consider yourself informed of the side effects what am i against the avalanche i started myself? but for i sowed the wind, somehow i have to handle the whirlwind
6.
is there any point in running from fire is there any point in closing your eyes does it make things better when you simplify 'em or does it make things better when you turn away does the pain hurt less when you conceal it do you feel less sick when you say you're not does it take too much to stand for what you believe in or does it take too much to stand tall a single voice may seem quiet a single cry may pass unnoticed a single step may not take you far but that's how a journey of a thousand miles starts if you are not afraid to try your quiet song will turn into a battle hymn if you are not afraid to try you can make a single step forward and millions will follow if you feel alone maybe you're just the first if you feel too weak maybe that's because you've just begun if you're afraid to fail maybe it's just one last push just one more step a single voice may seem quiet a single cry may pass unnoticed a single step may not take you far but that's how a journey of a thousand miles starts if you are not afraid to try your quiet song will turn into a battle hymn if you are not afraid to try you can make a single step forward and millions will march with you
7.
Untrack 04:00
8.
Neverfall 05:06
i will not wait for the sun to shine i will not wait for the things to change i will not wait for the sun to shine i will not wait for the things to change a kick in the face ain't gonna stop me troubles ahead ain't gonna stop me trouble's my middle name a knife in the back ain't gonna stop me nothing at all is ever gonna stop me we will not tire, we will not falter, we will not fail knock me down and i will not fall set me on fire and it won't hurt i'm unstoppable i am stronger than ever before knock me down and i will rise set me on fire and i will burn i will burn with the hardest flame brighter than the sun
9.
Phryc 05:13
they say your home is where your heart is they say being a wanderer is a matter of choice they say ain't no other place like sweet home they say your home is where your heart is everywhere i had no place to be, i have been was i really a freak or just a wanderer did i not really belong anywhere or is finding home more about trying to stay wherever i set my foot my heart feels the same wherever i lay my head my heart feels the same
10.
Eleven 04:53
if i walked to your home asleep would you wake me up carefully would you care to hear me out would you call me friend if i walked half the world for just a smoke and a little chat would you smile at my sorries would you tell me it's fine would it be okay if i called you from the airport telling you how much down i'd been would it be alright if i told you — yeah we have to go now like the world's gonna crumble though it's not but i am let me take all your sorrows and share mine mix all our ghosts and all our scars unhealed let me spend this night talking till my throat's sore counting stars, never counting the hours spent rainy mornings will follow and i will stay breathing easy but ready to get going again restless is what i am but let me stay still for a while counting stars, never counting the hours spent i am followed by clouds that get darker day by day i am sorry if this baggage is unwanted and odd-sized if i sleepwalked to your door would you open it and say don't be sorry, you're home, it's all right

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released November 6, 2015

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